Assalammualaikum
Hai
Ni Hao
Annyeonghaseyeo
I did promise to post something special for the next post..So here it is!
Enjoy amd and don't feel burden!
Weird title right?!..
Nothing special actually..I just want to share something meaningful today.
Pernah tak you guys terfikir kalau satu hari nnti your parents sakit siapa agaknya yang nak jaga diorang.? Especially if they can't even manage diri diorang sendiri.. Means tak boleh bangun, mandi, pergi toilet sendiri?..
For me?..Pernah actually selalu especially kalau lepas tengok drama Melayu yang macam2 tu..Terasa bila tngk dengan parents part anak tak nak jaga mak ayah yg dah tua..
But I never imagine that it will happen to me because I know myself very well and I don't have any guarantee that I can feel patience with all the pressure..
But who know.. Sometime benda yang kita dok elak yang akan jadi..Allah tu Maha Besar, kita hanya merancang, dia yang menentukan..
I went to PLKN for 2 month, on the 3rd week my mom informed me that my father sick. Stroke. Half body. He cant mive at all..
As a child how do you imagine?
You live far from them..You want to go back but your family tak bagi sebab takut nnti lagi problem cause I yang paling rapat dengan Abah..
What I can do just cry and smile..The truth was hurt but you need to accept it.. I continue my life at there like the other usual day..
Then habis PLKN..
Balik Selangor, then dapat tahu kena pergi masuk belajar dekat DUNGUN!...Jauh bak hang..
Tapi redha...
Sakit nak tinggal abah yang sakit, mama, kakak, abang yg penat..Sakit tngk diorang tapi redha, terima, sabar..Pergi jugak sana...
Rindu nak tngk abah mcm dulu tapi nak buat mcm mana tak mampu nak lawan kuasa Dia..Abah continue sick amd getting worst from day to day..
Me?....Just crying and pray for him to get better...I too far from him..I want to take care of him but I cant...
So sabar je mampu tngk abah...Sakit jngn crita...
Dapat jaga abah dalam 2-3 minggu but I feel so sad because I cant patience with him...I cant control myself..Get mad at him, cry infront of him... Can't count..It hurt inside...
Now I feel really regret...I just hope I can go back to that time and treat him again... Nicely...
The last thing that I remember was..dia nak makan even mama ckp dah lama abah tak nak makan..But bila I balik and suap dia semangat makan...That time I feel so sad to see how hard for him just to swallow bubur...
Not even a week after that he meninggal...
Al - Fatihah....
What I want to say is jngn menyesal kaalu kena jaga parents yang sakit..sabarlah, anggap dia nak bagi kita pahala free..Jangan menyesal kemudian hari sebab dah tiada guna..
Keep strong and dont forget to ask for help for Allah...
That's all..bye
Much 😍
SHA'Z LIFE STORY
...NUR SHAZWANI ZAILAN... batch 1999..family and friends is the important things in my life..
Friday, 8 September 2017
Let's start blogging again!!!
Assalammualaikum
Hai
Ni Hao
Annyeonghaseyeo
It's been awhile since I last posting something on this blog. Normal life as a student you got so busy..Last year was too extreme for me..
(Tahun spm baru sedar diri,baru sibuk nak belajar..rupa itulah jadinya)
I stop most of my social activities.. don't know why but I just feel to busy to manage all the social media (berlagak tul ayat)... Kidding....
I just feel tired actually to catch up all the topic..haahahahah..
Going to tell you guys some important story and tips on next post..
See you again..Bye!!!
Saturday, 24 December 2016
FINALLY DONE.....
HI..ASSALAMMUALAIKUM....
Its been a long time since last time i blogging....last ppst on early 2015 and now its already reach the end of 2016.......
Gonna active blogging starting now??????????
Of course since I didnt work and still waiting for result why not spend time on this blog....
miss it a lot...gonna change a few things on the post and blog...
wait and see..hahahahaha
thats all...bye
btw im finished my school life already and now the real and new and of course more challenging journey is begin...KEEP STRONG AND BELIEVE WITH YOURSELF....
BYE...
Love......NSZ
Its been a long time since last time i blogging....last ppst on early 2015 and now its already reach the end of 2016.......
Gonna active blogging starting now??????????
Of course since I didnt work and still waiting for result why not spend time on this blog....
miss it a lot...gonna change a few things on the post and blog...
wait and see..hahahahaha
thats all...bye
btw im finished my school life already and now the real and new and of course more challenging journey is begin...KEEP STRONG AND BELIEVE WITH YOURSELF....
BYE...
Love......NSZ
Saturday, 14 February 2015
Ekonomi Rumah Tangga Tingkatan 4????
Assalammualaikum..Hai..Nin Hao..Annyeonghaseyo
Baru sempat bukak blog selepas dua bln mula sekolah...
Dulu Wani prnh ckp yg Wani nak jadi doktor kan????Tapi disebabkan keputusan PT3 Wani yg x brapa nak memeberansangkan sngt jadi Wani x dpt aliran Sains even Sains kita B...
Wani dapat aliran ERT...Alhamdulillah...
Setiap kali Wani ckp Wani dpt aliran ERT mesti ada org ckp kau blajar masak lagi..menjahit lagi...elektronik lagi..siannya..hahahaha
Salah la..Memanglah Wani blajar masak.menjahit tu semua tapi sebenarnya aliran ERT nie lebih menjurus kepada Sains Pemakanan...
Wani blajar tentang Sains Pemakanan selama 2 tahun ni...at least dpt jgk blajar dalam aliran yg ada kena mengena gan Sains..
Itu jer yg Wani nak ckp hari nie...
XOXO..Bye
SHA .WANI
Baru sempat bukak blog selepas dua bln mula sekolah...
Dulu Wani prnh ckp yg Wani nak jadi doktor kan????Tapi disebabkan keputusan PT3 Wani yg x brapa nak memeberansangkan sngt jadi Wani x dpt aliran Sains even Sains kita B...
Wani dapat aliran ERT...Alhamdulillah...
Setiap kali Wani ckp Wani dpt aliran ERT mesti ada org ckp kau blajar masak lagi..menjahit lagi...elektronik lagi..siannya..hahahaha
Salah la..Memanglah Wani blajar masak.menjahit tu semua tapi sebenarnya aliran ERT nie lebih menjurus kepada Sains Pemakanan...
Wani blajar tentang Sains Pemakanan selama 2 tahun ni...at least dpt jgk blajar dalam aliran yg ada kena mengena gan Sains..
Itu jer yg Wani nak ckp hari nie...
XOXO..Bye
SHA .WANI
Thursday, 8 January 2015
Friends.....
Hai...hello..assalammualaikum..
Dah lama x post something kat blog..hahaha
Today Wani nak share satu video Apink Showtime yg mngkn korang dah tngk tapi Wani ttp nak share..hahaha...this episode really sad...I keep remember all my friends..
From the first day we meet until today...I love them all....I can't stop crying until now...Walaupun kita selalu gaduh tapi kita tetap bersama jgk...X kisah sapa yg mulakan pergaduhan tu tapi nanti mesti ada salah seorang yg sanggup mengalah dan mnta maaf...
Aku harap walaupun kita dah x satu skolah,klas atau aliran tapi kita akn ttp jadi kawan smpai bila-bila...I will keep our 3 years memories forever..Love You all
Thursday, 20 November 2014
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANI!!!!!!!!! (15 Y/O)
Assalammualaikum...Hello...Hai...Ni Hao...
Sebelum Wani teruskan lagi crita hari ni...Wani minta kepada semua yg beragama Islam untuk menyedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah nenek sedara Wani yg baru meninggal malam semalam...
AL-FATIHAH...
Yey..Happy bornday Wani!!!!
Dah tua dah...hmmm...Walaupun tahun ni Wani excited nak sambut birthday sebenarnya tapi dlm masa yg sama mestilah sdih...Orang yg slama ini Wani sayang dah pun pergi...
Apa-apa pun yg hidup mesti akan mati jugak..Lumrah kehidupan
BTW thanks to my beloved father for giving me a very beautiful watch!!!!
I really love it..
Mama thanks for giving me your loves...
Thanks to all my friends for wishing me Happy Birthday...I really appreciate it..ada yg sanggup berjaga semata-mata nak wish pukul 12.00 malam...arrr...sian diorang...
so smpai sini jer post untuk my special day 20/11/14
SMILE ALWAYS AND BE STRONG!!!!
Sebelum Wani teruskan lagi crita hari ni...Wani minta kepada semua yg beragama Islam untuk menyedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah nenek sedara Wani yg baru meninggal malam semalam...
AL-FATIHAH...
Yey..Happy bornday Wani!!!!
Dah tua dah...hmmm...Walaupun tahun ni Wani excited nak sambut birthday sebenarnya tapi dlm masa yg sama mestilah sdih...Orang yg slama ini Wani sayang dah pun pergi...
Apa-apa pun yg hidup mesti akan mati jugak..Lumrah kehidupan
BTW thanks to my beloved father for giving me a very beautiful watch!!!!
I really love it..
Mama thanks for giving me your loves...
Thanks to all my friends for wishing me Happy Birthday...I really appreciate it..ada yg sanggup berjaga semata-mata nak wish pukul 12.00 malam...arrr...sian diorang...
so smpai sini jer post untuk my special day 20/11/14
SMILE ALWAYS AND BE STRONG!!!!
Friday, 24 October 2014
English is very important in our lives!
Assalammualaikum...
Hai...Hola..Hello...Ni Hao
Today I would like to talk to you about the importance of English in our daily life.If we talk about the importance of English..some people would say like this
1.English????
Is it truly important our life???
2.English????
Bahasa inggeris tu kan bahasa penjajah kenapa pulak bahasa tu penting dalam kehidupan kita?
3.English????
hmmmmm...sapa cakap bahasa inggeris tu penting????Orang yg ckp bahasa inggeris tu cuma nak nmpk educated jer pun..huhhhh
Based on the dialogue above...I will give a description and answer of the problem...
1. Yes...English is really important in our daily life...
At the present time..even if you have a degree but you can't speak in English fluently..do you think that there's a company that want to take you to work?The answer is NO.
That's why English is very important...
2.Some people always said that English is 'bahasa penjajah' so we can't learn it.
All of them are totally wrong!English is just a language that really important now.It just a language.
Kita semua pernah jugak kan cakap dalam bahasa Korea..Jepun..dll..Kalau x cakap pun at least kita mesti tengok kat filem2 dari country depa..Kenapa kita x cakap..x boleh tengok crita Jepun..diorang dulu prnh jajah kita!!
Tapi kenapa klau cakap pasai Bahasa Inggeris mesti ada orang cakap tu bahasa penjajah..oh man..
Please think out of your mind..
3.Yes..Right...
Some people..they talk in English because they want to look educated..That's good actually..but don't be over until other people feel annoyed with you..Actually the people like this is good..They can improve they're grammar,pronouncations and spelling.At first,maybe thay speak in English because they just want people to see they as an educated person but in one time maybe they can be speak English better than people who know and clever in English but never speak in English..
Because practice makes perfect.. hahhaa
Jadi,..jangan takut untuk cakap dlm bahasa inggeris dan sentiasa berfikiran positif..Tapi jangan lah sampai terikut-ikut budaya diorang pulak yer..Saya sendiri pun bertutur dalam bahasa inggeris tetapi Wani berhijab..Tak salah pun untuk bercakap dalam bahasa inggeris sebab ianya hanyalah language..!!!
bye..see u on my next post..smile always..
sincerely...
Wani Zailan
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